My internet was acting up yesterday so I wasn't able to update.
I felt lost in my workout yesterday. I didn't feel like I was pushing myself hard enough and I started to feel kind of sad about it. I feel like I have been working so hard, and I just haven't seen big enough results. I know there are a lot of changes happening, I can feel a shift, but I also feel like I am not letting go of the weight fast enough.
I will keep working, and I will not give up.
I did hurt my shoulder yesterday, maybe I thought that I wasn't pushing myself hard enough, and then ended up pushing myself too far.
In the next year I will be down to at least 170, that was where I was before I got pregnant 5 years ago.
Today, I just feel....blah....Im not excited, and I am not down...just blahhh....
Melodie
About Me
- kindsoul
- Through my experiences in the last decade or so, I have really gotten to know myself. I have learned what forgiveness means, what acceptance means, and most of all; what LOVE means. I have come to know myself as a person who loves to help others, who wears my heart on my sleeve, who believes that the creator was the greatest artist and I am in awe at the beauty of everything that has been created in this world. I am honest, and forward. I spent the first part of my life feeling sorry for myself, and now I am devoting the next half to loving myself and being eternally grateful to the life I have been given. This blog is going to be about growth, experiences, some random craft and recipe ideas, rants, raves, maybe a little poetry and some short stories...this is an experiment and I am looking forward to communicating with you.
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