Solar Plexus

I have been self sabotaging myself for too long. Everything that I have done lately I have been punishing myself for, even though I am working out; I feel bad that I have let everything else around me "take the back seat". I have also stopped taking my vitamins, drinking water, and getting the healing work that I so desperately need. I feel like I have neglected my son and boyfriend, because all of my focus has been on loosing weight. So I have 3 more days left to this challenge, and I have let my power drop, and I stopped pushing myself. I am going to have to do this on my own from now on. What if I didn't self sabotage and I continued to work out, the weight would probably just fall off.