I have been slacking on writing this blog every day.
Yesterday I cut a minute off of my mile! I am the only one that walks in the class; everyone else runs. So on my lonesome walk I was really feeling let down by my body; it's not fair that everyone else can run, jump, and ride bikes. I don't know why my knees have to be so bad, and I envy people that can do those things without feeling joint pain. I understand that walking is great cardio, but I just can't help wanting to be able to run with the rest of the group. My wise friend once told me that having knee pain was because I am afraid to move forward. But right now I am facing that I and I am ready to move forward, and I feel like I am moving forward. Soon; my knees will feel stronger, but I don't know if I will ever be able to run and jump.
I do see a shift in my body, and my mind. It's just beginning to take form right now, and I predict that in a year; I will see myself in a completely different way. My guess is 50-70 lbs less in a year, and maybe more if I keep up the hard work.
Melodie
About Me
- kindsoul
- Through my experiences in the last decade or so, I have really gotten to know myself. I have learned what forgiveness means, what acceptance means, and most of all; what LOVE means. I have come to know myself as a person who loves to help others, who wears my heart on my sleeve, who believes that the creator was the greatest artist and I am in awe at the beauty of everything that has been created in this world. I am honest, and forward. I spent the first part of my life feeling sorry for myself, and now I am devoting the next half to loving myself and being eternally grateful to the life I have been given. This blog is going to be about growth, experiences, some random craft and recipe ideas, rants, raves, maybe a little poetry and some short stories...this is an experiment and I am looking forward to communicating with you.
1 comment:
You have been making such big changes in your self, both inside and out. I commend you doing this with such public honesty. Just as when you sing you awe, with your written voice you are inspiring us to do self-discovery. I send you supportive energy and love and can already see you as that slender, powerful woman... what an amazing journey! Thank you for sharing!
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